i'm making galaxies in my coffee
because in bourbon i lose my buoyancy
stirring and stirring and stirring the stars subdued
in murky depths of half-lidded hues,
some trancelike world
that being
in between wake and wane,
an ethereal flame
stoked by hydrocarbons
(do not drink; toxic if ingested,
and propane (by the way)
is flammable)
the disjointed is fluid
the inky blackness in my cup
and the dripping mocha from the sky.
i am most aware
in the private hours of the morning,
when the rest of the diurnal life has closed its eyes to the worlds i see in their dreams,
when we have let go enough
of the somnambulance of the sun,
stripped down th
The soft warm bodies
and cold wet noses
with ecstatic tail-quakes
would miss you;
The oceans that have never tasted your feet,
the sandy shores that will only beach
for one second before sailing out to sea
would miss you;
The skies that dawn
bright with birdsong
or awash with dripping kisses
would miss you;
The stars’ light that was born
before you were even a thought
but has been yearning and traveling just to glint in your eye
would miss you;
The words on paper
wrapping up worlds
waiting for you to discover them
would miss you;
The fantasies and dreams
and mysteries on screens
the faraway places locked in pixels
would miss you;
i am
fluorescent.
dimly awakened
in the dead of night.
and all around me,
there is vacant void
that dares to reach in and steal
my light.
and from swirling nothing i emerge.
creak open my eyes as i warm to the touch
of some distant sun
whose ray decided
to prod my side.
and inside me
there are a thousand molecules
buzzing around
like the desert around me,
zephyr gusting
and gusting
and zealous electricity
threatens to irradiate my mind
and electrons drop
through my fingers
to another energy level.
and here i stand
falling apart
and glowing,
a tumultuous supernova
torn apart inside
by which way should i whiz next
and there are so many un
i.
I have a bouquet of light
cliques
of shattered sunrays
that shun those
whose rose is not as rubicund
or whose cerulean is only slightly sea-green-stained.
Slice up the white
and imprison it in sardine cans
syringes
and push the plungers home.
But no matter how much you may try
the result is death;
for you've frayed the perfect threads
beyond repair
And only dried minerals and plasma
some darker version of the cosmic latte concentrated.
ii.
My heart is a prism.
All that's around me
is cold
and bleak
some hibernating humming
frozen beneath the winter's coat.
And inside,
I must be a time machine,
because I cannot abide this monochrome
I am a lonely cat
yowling
in the pitching and yawning
of a restless pre-dawn dream.
The streetlamp's eyes
are my friends
and I glow back to them
as I glower at the mice that are already asleep
at the birds
that dare to sing
when I am strung out on a curb
awash in the dingy orange
of some alien sun.
I was not built
for sirens
and the senseless hum of ten thousand people
and the futile races
against hundred-horse behemoths.
I am blanketed
by a starless, cloudless sky;
in this darkest solitude
where robins drone and babble
where highways harmonize with thoughts of passerby and far-off places
(and the stream of automatons blearily clocking i
We are the buzz of a fluorescent light,
the desperate cries of a thousand electrons
as they try one last time
to glow.
We are the shimmers left in the sky
the afterimage after lightning has struck
the vague whispers of radiation that linger
milliseconds after the thunder has calmed.
We are violent
Beautiful
Floral
Eruptions.
Fireworks.
That grow and grow and grow and burst
In a spectacular display
And die
Leaving memories
That are wiped out by the next flash of color.
A sun lasts for billions of years
And shines bright
And explodes
In much the same way we do;
For who is to say
that a young yellow star
is more beautiful
than the nebula it
Stammering heartbeats a rhythm clips
Pine expanse fluttering cedar mesh
Soaked in warmth, lighted shafts slip
Of gentled pillared impression
Awoken oaken giants brush reflection
Of ocean motion over yonder offing
Stark beauty engulfs day's affection
-- Mightier Titans offer their love
Gilded enameling encompassing veins
Surfaced radially all directions shine
Light forever transfer Earthen drains
Nightshade realized coded shrine
Tilted son of Sun stretches arch'd spine
Kingdoms, tribes, nature concurring
From mountain clearing, sequester'd vine
Life and unlife conflate ancient stirring
- C. B. Nepoose 10.08.2013
The Romance of the Rain by stargirl2791, literature
Literature
The Romance of the Rain
The romance of the rain
the allure
the steady draw that drags the droplets down from the heavens
it draws me out too.
It's a beautiful summons,
to be called by the clouds,
to hear a love letter pattering on the windowpane.
So simple,
its emotions worn on the grass-covered sleeve,
no lies,
no deception,
utter simplicity.
And to meet it,
to go out with it,
to feel the rush of the water in the cobblestone veins,
as your own heart beats ever more the faster,
in time with the tattoo.
Rises, rises
and you burst out in a dance
flitting between the streaks from the sky,
sweet sloppy kisses on your skin.
Close your eye
I've really been neglecting this account; and I've realized the more I tell myself to use it the less I do.
I suppose it's that I'm not quite cut out for writing; but I'd like to improve should the time present itself.
let me just say though; the people I've watched on here, and all the poems and short stories I've read have just been marvelous! I love being able to read and admire so many beautiful pieces of literature :heart:
I don't know just how long I'll be using this account or how often I'll be on to be honest, but just know if I'm watching you I probably keep up with each poem and story and read and love them immensely!
I'm not as active on this account as I am on my other -> ~monochromera (https://www.deviantart.com/monochromera)
I apologize for the terribly late replies and postings. I tend to forget this account exists :iconcryforeverplz: